#Why am I like this.

[5digits-hc]

Go little dude go.

Can ya tell who my favorite is by now?

[desceros]

write a leo fic without any whiffs of breeding kink: impossible challenge

[suguwu]

single lines in an otherwise blank document, a collection:

[bluntloyalist]

didn't want to come across as passive aggressive putting this in the reblogs so here's a separate post about my thinky thoughts on she/her tsubaki. mainly because i do what i want forever but if canon happens to make a convincing argument for it thats nice too since i am incapable of shutting the hell up

1. KIRYU EXISTS

people love tsubaki's whole thing of accepting herself for who she is regardless of what others think. this is something i've seen repeated a lot in comments re: the official translation's he/him pronouns, and when fighting through the generally hypermasculine trenches of shounen anime/manga it's understandable want more male characters who stay true to themselves by rejecting social norms and openly embracing their femininity...however i fear we are forgetting our history 😔 the femboy diversity hire has been here all along yall our quota is full !! really tho kiryu was MADE for the girls and the gays even without getting into his personality just look at him. the pink hair. the piercings. the accessories. the off the shoulder drip. like come on COME ONNNN give him his genderqueer props

2. THE RAWS

i don't know japanese so i can't actually get too deep into how she speaks and is referred to BUT what little i can say is this. she used to use the personal pronoun ボク (boku) [katakana] as a child, and this is a common way for young boys to address themselves, but at some point she switches to ワタシ / あたし / 私 (atashi) [katakana/hiragana/kanji] in order to present and be percieved as female/feminine. this is a form of gender expression unavailable in english due to our limited number of first person pronouns and it's extremely important to her character due to how deliberate and intentional of a decision it is (though for the sake of interpretive fairness i feel like i have to say i'm not culturally knowledgeable enough to discern if it's used in a 女性語 vs オネえ言葉 context or how/if her speech patterns fit into those categories). shizuka also specifically thinks of her as an older sister 姉 (ane) [kanji]

3. DEPTH OF INTERNAL CONFLICT

tsubaki's childhood feelings of alienation, displacement, and deception are way too extreme to come from someone who only wears women's clothes because he likes the fashion (imo). this doesn't read as a young boy who's into girly hobbies and is scared people will make fun of him for it; this reads as a young trans girl who is tormented by the act of constantly lying about who she is, but who knows that living truthfully will get her utterly rejected by the majority of the people she knows. she just doesn't have the language to explain herself beyond liking pretty things and not being like "other" boys. tumblr won't let me add another photo but the shot of her looking at her reflection in the window and calling herself a liar at the beginning of the chapter...there is something so incredibly and incommunicably transgender about those few panels

IN CONCLUSION: i don't necessarily hate the official he/him decision because it will be very very cool if nii satoru actually is playing 4d gender chess with tsubaki like that but i simply do not know or trust the editorial team enough to take their word on her english pronouns (<- is hypervigilant about microaggressions against trans women)

[arliganzey]

No one:

Me: Arligan Zey is NOT a just background character! NOT TO ME. HE IS THE THIRD UNLOVED DAD IN REPCOMM AND I WILL BRING HIM JUSTICE

[msachillelaurosfunnels]

Guys do we fw the rarepair???? (THIS IS A JOKE I SWEAR, /j I TELL YOU)

Bonus Meme!!!!!!!!! ↓

The ship's name is Jellybird.

And it isn't so random... BECAUSE I HAVE PROOF THAT THEY KNEW EACH OTHER!!! 😈😈😈 (They're Friends to Lovers, your honor)

(GUYS PLEASE DON'T TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)

[mayvora]

all my thoughts today are about transfem lesbian scar today. please see my vision. I cannot be in this alone.

[stephaniebrownslover]

Question for BSD fans as a new fan:

Edit: Damn I put the origins twice sorry I didn't notice

Ranting and yapping below;

So this happened very randomly.

I haven't watched any anime since 2021 March and I wasn't planning to until this monday for some reasons.

But now that I actually started watching BSD... WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THIS THING WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD??????

I may have watched only 6 episodes but I did some research, learned some important stuff. And the triggering reason to fall down the rabbit hole is so stupid.

Basically I saw Akutagawa and Higuchi in the opening of first episode, fell in love with Akutagawa's style hard and learned some important plot points.

What can I say, I'm just a simple human who loves characters with gothic elements. I love love love goth-based subgenres and emo style so much.

Oh and please tell me Higuchi doesn't die, she deserves wayyy better but I can't bring myself to hate Akutagawa because bro's character design is so cool and I love his clothes and hair and I can kinda understand his points. (Being an Azula, Clockwork/Natalie, and Jane the Killer defender trained me for moments like this)

It's 2 am for me so please don't mind my stupid attitude here.

[ruined-sketchbook]

Hello WTTT fandom, been a minute hasn't it (it's been 4 months)

So a video of drag king Magnus Opium performing both parts of Phantom of the Opera came across my TikTok FYP and I got struck with inspiration, so here's a New York. I will take every opportunity given to push my theatre kid NY agenda.

Have a lil stupid bonus meme under the cut too

[xxplastic-cubexx]

want to draw this morning but oh my god i made a commitment today that means i have to sit here for three hours doing nothing i dont have enough time

[adhderall]

I have the most stupidly straight guy coded taste in women and I hate it because naturally, the women I happen to crush on are almost always attracted to men (predominantly if not exclusively.....)

[thatcreepydoll]

what is wrong with me.

[roguelioness]

if i had a podcast it'd be called I Wanted To Talk About Something But I've Forgotten What It Was and it would be fifteen minutes of mostly apologies

[ionlytalktodogs]

Will: Therapy doesn’t work on me, I know all the tricks.

Hannibal: Bet you haven’t seen this one *has sex with him*

[dreamcrow]

@ god the universe anyone listening PLS remind me i have to actually UPLOAD the new version of last snow.............i worked on it for too long for it never to see the light of day orz

[idioticsnow]

adopt me people when someone their girlfriend breaks up with them

Thanks let's do it!🤝